Ok, here is the kind of random crap that goes through my mind while I am working out and have the gym to myself. I continue to get compliments on my weight loss (no this is not me patting myself on the back)... but really the scale hasn't changed at all in about 6 months. I know I have a few things that fit differently...so maybe the fat is just moving around. Another random thought ... mid first random thought..... why are there mirrors EVERYWHERE in the gym? Anyway, so I am trying to figure out what has changed. This thought occurs to me while I am on the elliptical... then again walking by one of the dreaded mirrors.... then while lifting free weights. Seriously, I just don't see it. That is where the odd picture above comes in. I was on one of those machines and working on my legs and I decide that maybe perhaps if I take a picture of my mid section that I could see my body for what everyone else sees. The picture isn't horrific (I wouldn't post it if it was) but I just don't see it. So alas I am back at the scale hasn't changed in at least 6 months.... and I think everyone else is nuts too.
Other random thoughts while at the gym.... why does everyone leave the televisions on, and turned up so freakin' loud. (yes, I am the gym mom that turns every thing off when I am alone there) Why can't I decide where I want the fat to melt from? Why am I not sleeping? Why do I type a blog that no one else reads? When will the street sweeper go by my house and whisk away the sand that is out there? Must remember to drive slowly on the way home so as not to get pulled over again. There were more, but I am tired now... off to dreamland for me.
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ReplyDeleteYou can write a blog for yourself, like an online journal, and you're got a great story to tell for others. The scale may not be moving and I haven't gotten to see you in person in forever, but the pictures you post shows how things are firming up. Muscle weighs more than fat, so you're making progress! And PS, you are an inspiration to so many!
ReplyDeleteThanks Andrea! I hear the inspiration word a lot and I never set out to be that. But, I have accomplished a lot and I feel much better. I didnt know the entire 'journey' that my personal self development/improvement would take me on... but even the hard stuff is an improvement. I am happy, and every day is a new day to improve myself. :)
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